On June 1st, 30 Seconds to Mars put out a very exciting post revealing a clip of some new music being written in the studio. I commented on that post fairly immediately, and later on June 3rd the band liked my comment and responded with a beautiful comment back. I was feeling a lot of air energy (the element associated with the voice) — I was in a very flowingly communicative mood, so I provided a comment back in response too. That comment was referring to something I mentioned in the UNITY LIFE Archive, THE SIMULATED ALCHEMY OF JARED LETO IN 30STM & TRON ARES )) I mentioned there that I felt the essence of the mass media sector was of one-way communication, not of two-way information feedback such as looking to critics or votes on the validity of the content provided. I feel that sets the media apart from the corporate world, making it not about catering and commercial design, but true art. The direct quote from the archive is this : "The film radiates the recognisable signature of mass media which sets it apart from the corporate sector : its success is not primarily defined in selling a product, but in simply achieving the successful transmission of information to the viewer. This leaves us with deep questions well worth meditating on, like how and why this is or would be done.". I should expand much more on that quote sometime because it's very important to me and has become iconically defining of some of my views in life about my path in art as it's been influenced by bands like 30STM and this branch of the media.
The reason I mentioned this was because the comment really meant a lot to me, and although it was very true and their post was actually super important and huge news, as something to celebrate — it was hitting much deeper for me just the shocking significance of the timing of their interaction and what that had voiced to me. I knew they were well aware of how deep it would hit for me just in the timing alone, plus the fact that they went with a comment instead of just a like too. This was actually an extremely profound connection about something much larger. The emotion and shared understandings in that moment were powerful. So I just wanted to thank them for what it really was on a larger level. And I'm honoured to be part of the hype and celebration of some music being actually released raw from the studio in advance of their upcoming album too. I knew it was going to be good, but very honestly I was super impressed with the sound. I also really liked Jared's face in the video.
But about this timing factor. To quote from the main Timeline of which this is an extension :
Co-Creating This Dream ⨺ 30STM Responded With Increased Interaction
By cataloguing our interactions here, I'd noticed that Jared or the band had strictly interacted with me about every month (except twice it was two months, I think due to extenuating circumstances) for about the past year. I felt they had actually scheduled me into a planner for it. I had come to expect contact from them at this regular monthly interval, but all this changed after I put out the call for the job. A month after the last time, they interacted — then two weeks later — then one week later — making it exponentially increased. This was an obvious message that they were leaning into me more at this time in response. At the same time, so much was going on for me on my end processing the possibility of this job that it was hard to find the words to update this timeline. I felt embroiled in many layers of intense reflection.
In the Part 2 of this series I had said this at the time of the second interaction in this series :
It signifies that they are approaching in ... coming closer to me now. That's awesome for me on many levels, but especially since I've asked them for a job. Of course, I'm hoping this might indicate that they are interested in hiring me. Intuitively, I do think they are. But intuition is never much real guarantee, of course ... It could potentially also be just a coincidence too. That's the only other argument against my ... theory. You really never know for sure just from 2 times in a row. I'll definitely keep watching the patterns. I'd be curious if the frequency of their interactions keeps increasing more as well. As I continue to watch this pattern to see if it keeps reinforcing itself ...
Just to be totally honest with you, a deep part of me was kinda hoping, but greatly doubted that another interaction would come only one week later at that point. This actually relieved a lot of stress for me. I must say, I was sad that things were moving slowly at that stage, earlier. This gave me so much hope.
But more importantly, there was a huge healing going on within me at the time which I knew was a reflection of something I had been finding expression to in some of my complex and personal, emotional rants that I had been writing. I was writing in these rants about a psychic assault that I was experiencing in regards to Jared and in extension, the band. In this situation, I could very clearly perceive intuitively who was causing it. It was a group called CoSM Chapel of Sacred Mirrors, and I felt that they had somehow banded together with Jared's enemies, and infiltrated his staff — violating criminal law, behaving in completely unauthorized ways against the band, and playing out an outrageous and extremely harmful vendetta against me as wolves in sheep's clothing.
I called out to Jared and the band for help in some ways, and took the chance to express what I was picking up on. I felt that they responded to my tip that there was a problem in their own staff. I had given details about what type of staff member it seemed to be perhaps, and some of the circumstances. I sensed that they were progressively involved in somehow resolving the issue. Gradually in stages, I felt that large amounts of the psychic battery I was experiencing from this enemy were clearing away. First it felt 75% resolved and I felt emotional and psychic relief. Then it felt much more resolved, but still not yet finished, over a later 2 day period. The day before this interaction on June 3rd, I felt so much better and I started having grand realisations about the workings of my intuition. Something old and deep which had been holding me back perceptually was released. Then the day that I received the comment from 30STM, I was right in the major point of another even larger realisation healing moment having incredible breakthroughs.
This healing really seemed obviously caused by the band. In this case, they were not only approaching, but performing a healing on me. I felt that they were doing all this just through resolving a staff issue — yet I think this was done in an incredibly powerful way which speaks volumes to the reasons of respect for why they have connected with me in the first place.
I almost felt like commenting back to them in that moment "If only you knew just what exactly I was thinking when you sent that comment" but it was not quite the thing to say 😂😂. In fact I really think they get the idea. But I would love to take this chance to speak a bit about my breakthroughs.
Breakthroughs About Thought & Intuition
To simplify what all happened, multiple layers or dimensions of inner process that I normally treat separately all came together into a synergized whole.
Normally when I have an intuitive impression, I take quite a bit of time mulling it over for a while, usually doing a certain process. What I generally do is I categorize the intuition into a number of separate categories and then sit with those categories in deep reflection. Seeing them as separate and disconnected, I search for poetic or artistic ways of exploring what they all have in common. I seek a language of expression which doesn't contradict any of these seemingly different perspectives, and aims to speak from each one of them simultaneously. This causes the final result to be very simple, yet it can often have an elegant prose to it. I treat it as distinct layers or worlds within myself which must all remain secret unless they are synergized into this special prose.
But in this recent breakthrough, I witnessed so clearly what exactly it was which was causing this sense of necessity to separate worlds of impression within myself into categories. I understood that this had been deeply rooted psychic assault which began perhaps around 2014 and earlier, even 2012, and came to a critical head around 2017. It was slowly and progressively improved and resolved from 2017 until today. In fact, beautifully so, and I have often marvelled at the healing stages I've been through. But it was now clear that this assault had been coming from CoSM Chapel of Sacred Mirrors. I was able to see so clearly just why they targetted me in this way, and compare the stages of my internal experiences with their stance towards me as it shifted and modelled around the current circumstances. I could see their perspective and agenda so clearly, and how exactly they carried out this witchcraft.
It's not news to me that they were doing this to me — I had been so well aware of this for years. But now I could really see just how deeply that had affected my psyche by forcing me to categorize my internal process. I was protecting myself from their active slander campaign against me (a real one, not just black magic) by ensuring that my thoughts were organized by way of safety zones for how I would model my communication to anyone, any friends or the internet, in such a way as to lower dangers from CoSM through the community. In a way we all do this. We all have an all-knowing centre which can be accessed through meditation, and our forms of thought model themselves into various formats designed to address the perception of others, often tiered into layers of meaning in how we express ourselves. But this particular construct I was working with was a damaging series of models which were forcing me to censor myself and remain quiet about some important matters that I was extremely aware of, which needed a voice.
The positive healing result of this experience was that with this renewed reflection on what the block had been, it was as if it had been removed now. Like I said, it didn't seem 100% healed yet, but I felt something go away which had been there for so long. I felt as though there would not be any need for these separated categories anymore in the future, and this caused huge realisations about the direction of my art. I started to see so many things so clearly — so many enormous clarities about the types of messages I need to artistically render to share with the world through UNITY LIFE, with the emphasis on the fact that I had been creatively building these directions in silence for many years. This felt like destiny revealing itself — the prepared grand scheme which was always set out by and for me.
I am actually an absolutely extraordinary psychic. On so many occasions I have had shocking, huge success at reading minds with much detailed information, formulating maps of complex things that are going on in the world which I couldn't have known, and detecting the future. I have never met a psychic as good as I am. I haven't always been accurate, as with all intuitives, but my accuracy is extremely impressive in some unspoken areas I don't talk about.
And one thing I have felt since I was introduced to this branch of the media in 2017 is an extremely potent psychic bond with all my favourite stars. Actually they only became my favourite stars through this psychic bond which they started with me. They mind melded to me and joined me to a way of thought which is shared with them. My mind works differently than theirs and I think uniquely, but I was able to pick up on so much. I'm sure it's completely accurate information in many ways from years and years of studying to see if it made sense to real life and seemed proven — at least for the most important things that I know the most.
And some of these things, I could really write a book on. In fact, I've received a huge education from the branch on exactly how it works. Haha, actually, it's as if I was being trained for a job in the media (lol). It was like being at a hyper-training all the time, for some high level position as the CEO of something or other in the media (lol). But laughter aside, the most important thing has been the legal and logistical workings of the media, and how these things structure the format of the arts. My way of understanding the arts that we see in mainstream entertainment are through a legal framework which is the practical wiring under the board of how and why art is done the way it is, which guarantees its success.
Actually this brings me back to the way the article here was started. I mentioned that I don't feel the mass media relies on votes or audience feedback for its success, like the corporate sector relies on purchases and the political can be democratic. For me that comes from a deep understanding of how legal and logistical frameworks are used to guarantee the commercial success of an artistic endeavour like a band, movie or TV show. These systems do not hinge on audience perception — good or bad feedback are all the same. The only goal is for the information to be received, and it may be controversial, disliked, or argued, but regardless it is transmitted successfully.
I've been struggling to express this on UNITY LIFE for a long time. I've tried to explain this a bit in FACET 6(78) ◊ FAMILY which is the FACET which hosts The 7 of 9. The 7 of 9 itself is also an attempt in some ways to play with this whole idea just in a coded fashion. The problem is, these legal frameworks sometimes require secrecy in order to be effective. Bu I know that it's part of my artistic path to be a rare person who would speak openly of these matters. And for the average person to be able to process this, it will require artwork as the method, for wider teachings. But just for my personal communications and ways that I express my beliefs and explore what I feel emotionally safe and comfortable with in the micro level of my life, I need to stop burying this information in a separate box inside of me.
I just feel this is more a personal story of me existing within certain legal conditions with CoSM assaulting me. I really feel legal action has been slowly and progressively taken against them, and what's happening right now with the band staff of 30STM is actually a big part of that. Right now, I feel that since that process is advancing right now, I no longer face the same exact dangers I used to, forcing me to be secretive and quiet about revealing factors that might damage the ability to sue as effectively. Of course, informing your enemies of what you have available to defend yourself causes them to step up their game and assault you in a way designed to tackle those hurdles. Not letting them be informed can lower their aggressions.
That's essentially why I felt blocked on such a deep level, was because their aggressions were about psychoanalysing and assassinating my character on the deepest levels of my being that they could possibly fathom. My shield against them had to be inside myself, in how I really actually think and believe in some ways. I was essentially just doubting myself in order to create the illusion of weakness, on so many detailed and complex matters of such great importance.
In this healing, I suddenly realised I could trust myself and what I know deep down inside now. I no longer had to pretend that I was always worried there might be something wrong with my thoughts, even when I know on the deepest level that I'm perfectly correct. And this included so much content about Jared and 30STM. In short, I'm sure they are on a direct mission towards me, and it shouldn't require social media interaction to confirm that by now. I know that already. It's just that social media interaction is a clear, official way to communicate, and of course communication will be necessary for a real job which pays. But the idea that I might doubt they are on their way seems like unnecessary self-doubt, for sure.
The only question really is when and how it will occur exactly. I'm sure they will surprise me actually with a series of events way greater than I would imagine. I just feel I've been stressed lately, and having a hard time visualising my greatest dreams as they could be imagined in the highest level. It is the highest level which will occur. In fact, they might have even better of a solution financially for my situation than even a job. I'd be thrilled with a job, but maybe they have already made investments which can pay towards me without my needing to work for the money. That's how much I sense intuitively that they care. I sense that they have been longterm invested. I just don't know — I'm humble and open, but just in need of support of some kind.
Regardless of the exact precise futures which I don't yet know really, I can say that I know my art will now be progressively liberated by this new breakthrough, and the ones I know will be coming soon as this situation continues to resolve.
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