THE 16 KEYS BUCKYBALL ◊ A RADICALLY TRANSFORMATIVE TIME OF MY LIFE

Note : This piece was originally intended as a personal update, but inadvertently found its way into "The Art & Life of Ba Adonai" and "The 16 KEYS SUPPORT TOOL" categories of the UNITY LIFE Branch Archive. It's a story of my personal experiences which illuminates The 16 KEYS SUPPORT TOOL.

Healing Insight Following A Dramatic Personal Health Crisis

That question turns the gaze to others who have been through much worse and asked the same thing. I started to contemplate popular outlooks on death and the decay vs the meaning of life. I asked myself countless deep philosophical questions and compared my philosophies on life and death with those of world religions and artists in my field. 

The curse over the past several months had been analysed in my ongoing writings about the problem, and strategies against it were contemplated in my art. I used The Great Pyramid of Giza as a metaphor for the crystalization of my dreams amidst this terrifying challenge. It seemed that the curse was specifically centred against my relationship with mainstream artists (the focus of my art path), and I sought to examine if there could be an architecture hidden within the media which contained enough governing structure to release this harm from my life. My usual spectrum of interests became hyper-focused on the need to resolve intense crisis. But when the ER, surgeries and accidents began, I had to admit that there was no room to experiment with solutions anymore. 

Due to the seriousness of the incidents occurring, I was frozen — it felt like any wrong move could overcomplicate the situation, and the consequences were clearly life threatening. Even now, production is still stopped — but I feel ready to share what's come of this period of time so far.

For the entire process I was locked into a tunnel vision. I turned my gaze away from what might grow and flourish to eventual fruition, instead completely absorbing myself in whatever may already be in place now to provide immediate solution. As a mystic, oracle, artist and healer — a spiritually minded visionary with a unique outlook on cause and effect, or eventuality — I found myself reviewing and making new sense of insights I had gained over countless years of meditation.

Healing Through The Metaphor of a Plant

I've always seen healing as well compared to the growth of a plant from seed to fruit. The final product is the direct expression of the genetic code within the seed. While the organism is gestating silently and unseen beneath the soil, there is no appearance of the healed outcome, yet it is there. And it becomes so easy to study back to the seed origins by observing its mature, re-seeding stage.

In 2017 I experienced a life-changing initiation which supplied me with a vision of fruit which would remain hidden underground in gestation as a seed for a decade, until now, when I feel it is beginning to surface from the soil. I witnessed a vision of my future in 2017 — and saw enough proof to believe that although it was beyond the scope of normal understanding, it was destined to occur. You could say that the healing which will finally resolve my current crisis was that seed from 2017 which — at the peak of the crisis recently — had reached a more articulated state, formed enough to be almost ready to emerge from the darkness of the soil. Leaves had developed which were capable of photosynthesis but had no light to feed them. To remain underground would end the plant's life, and it faces the threat of its own death just before it barely reaches past the soil barrier into light — making its life possible to continue.

The Transformation of the Metaphor ◊ The Transfiguration of The Dragonfly 

But as the new leaves find their first light, the vision and impact of the first photosynethesis causes a transformation of the entire metaphor. It becomes more like the transfiguration of a dragonfly. The dragonfly spends the first long period of its life as a completely sub-aquatic, underwater being rather than a flying insect. It knows only underwater for so long until finally, after many stages of molting, it rises to the surface, expands new wings, and immediately flies — becomming a being of the air from then on. 

The Workings of My Healing In Action ◊ The Hoberman Sphere or Buckyball

What's the result of these underwater moltings which prepare the dragonfly for flight? For this healing, I've compared that stage right before surfacing above the water with a Hoberman Sphere or a buckyball. Like the inflation of a balloon, a buckyball starts off as a small ball and then expands to a huge geometric sphere. The sphere expands through a coordinated system of hinged, intersecting struts. The individual structural members do not lengthen — instead, they pivot around their connecting nodes. Initially, the struts are folded closely together and overlap at acute angles, holding the nodes inward and producing a small, dense ball. As the structure is pulled outward, the hinged struts rotate relative to one another, widening those angles and increasing the distance between the nodes. Because the same linkage geometry is repeated across the entire spherical network, each local movement propagates through the structure, causing the whole form to expand symmetrically into a much larger geometric sphere.

How The Buckyball Was Formed Throughout Time

During this intense time of crisis over the past several months I had noticed a pattern to the cycles of the curse, causing me to look back on how it had progressed since the start of it, which I now realized was so many years ago. Intuitively, it always seemed that it started with one problem from one opposing enemy. Although there were various, scattered, harmful forces in life, it began at a point. Then, again and again, this opponent would chain link itself with another destructive entity in order to gain momentum against me, forming a network together. In the final period in which things became so much more unprecedentedly injurious, I distinctly noticed stages of damaging progression where one one type of dangerous problem was locking in with another — now allied with dangers which were at a scale impossible to escape if they were pointed at me.

I must have spent my entire life avoiding these final enemies who scaled this up to such a prominent physical crisis. But now that they had jointed together with this progressive network, they were able to be locked into a fully completed buckyball.

I always knew there were powers of protection, love, and healing design at work in my life. I had seen this vision of my future and I knew that it was being formed by a force of governance which operates within our world to progressively evolve the human condition. It's as if that familiar engineer — that benevolent, governing influence which I had always known throughout my life — had finally orchestrated all sources of potential harm into a circuit which can transform the entire system. It's as though all the nodes of this buckyball were harmful dangers which normally would run free, forcing me to remain in hiding and scattered by unstructured, reactive evasion — but they no longer had the same freedom once hinged into this fully built, expandable system.

Free Will and The Buckyball Transfiguration

Many contemplate how free will seems to lead as much into evil as it does into good. Those who have invested deeply into evil, seem to continue along that path of choice. Some of these types of people become symbolic — perhaps as figureheads of a sort — of large groups of similar evil influence. Each of these are nodes in the buckyball. Although it seems that the free will of these people would inevitably lead to my demise, they are chained and bound to each other and to the structure designed into the sphere. This way, they may continue acting freely, but they drag a ball and chain by their ankle to each other. Each time one of them moves, they all move, and this increases their collective binding. Their freedom of movement continues to bind them more and more until all they can choose is the fully expanded geometry which they never intended, yet they created themselves. 

Ironically, I could now see how the very sources of my wound would become the facilitators of my expansion through this new structure.

How This Changes My Perspective On My Present Circumstances

Right now the buckyball has been built. All the nodes are in place and every hinge is locked in. I'm finally realizing now that the structure has been completed for a while now, and the signs of it were barely able to be interpreted at such an early stage. I had understood the term "fusing" for a long time to be about this project, and I one day had a spiritual intuition (I think shortly after my first ER visit), a message sent me to by Kurt Cobain, saying all the fusing was now complete. I barely knew how to take that seriously, as it was no more than a passing thought with little hope to believe in it by. But I now see that it was true.

What I have now in my life doesn't look like much — I'm still just barely recovered from my appendicectomy and still very sick, waiting on doctors and raising funds for a hysterectomy — but this buckyball can only expand. There may be ups and downs, good times and bad along the way just as there are now — but the final result will be the vision I have always seen for myself since those fateful days in 2017. As ironic as it seems, my body and my art will achieve a healed state as unrecognizable from this cursed crisis as as the dragonfly's flight into the sky is to its previous days of living fully sub-aquatic, underwater. 

A Trajectory Towards Returning To Production on UNITY LIFE Core Resources

I'm still so limited in what I can do. Production of core resources on UNITY LIFE is still at a standstill. But I've made my decision on when I will begin forming these kinds of resources again actively. I've decided that once I have a clear picture of when the final state of the buckyball will be achieved, only then can I progress in my art. Without a timeline, I no longer feel comfortable just grasping at futures and throwing together scraps of intangible hope or formulating ideals in public while openly enduring a painful situation which seems to contradict my vision. With a clear timeline, I can stage out the materials I'm producing into a sensible structure — a logical and cohesive progression of arts.

It's clear to me now so much more than ever before just how important the UNITY LIFE resources will be. They deserve to be treated very seriously, as they will revolve around the results of this buckyball. This powerful future vision in 2017 — and the other events surrounding it in the initiation I underwent then — are formally the root of all the art of this Mystery School as mentioned on the homepage. I'm no longer satisified with just intuitively coming up with bits and bobs of something that seems intangibly to work as a whole, and being surprised that I achieve a holistic synergy, practically by accident. Now I want to do what I do from a consciously informed place. This is a new cycle.

A Trajectory Towards a Long Predicted Transformation 

I feel I understand why a clear timing to the end point of this process can't be intuited yet. It's as though right now, the end point is like 21 years from now, but tomorrow, it will be only 20, even though only a day has passed. Certain factors are inevitably speeding up the culmination of events. Even bad things happening to me are a part of this, meaning that I can't easily judge based on how badly something's going today, just how much worse or better things may be tomorrow. It's also not simple, as if I could calculate how much the endpoint seems getting closer to make a final equation. It speeds and slows like an organic waveform, and would be impossible to calculate.

All I know right now is that I will gradually prepare for a rapid and sudden — extreme — positive shift into the final state which will be like flipping a light switch. By the time it happens I will have no doubt in my mind that I couldn't possibly be more prepared. Along the way, I'm sure many small miracles will happen for healing and feeling more recovered from this ordeal — and I have already noticed 2 significant miracles along the way. At one point an object materialized from thin air (a plastic container). And my hernia (or cyst) disappeared and was not found in ultrasound, leaving me with one less surgery to worry about. But these small events (perhaps great miracles but ones easy to explain as imagination or misperception of events) are part of the preparation stage for the big shift at the end.

It's clear to me, though, that one of those miracles along the path of preparation will be to finally grasp a clear timeline towards the endpoint, with just as much absolute clarity and certainty as I have to explain this buckyball right now. This buckyball that I'm living my life in right now is something I KNOW is real. You may not be convinced, but since I'm 100% certain, I'm able to speak of it with confidence. And so this article exists, whereas otherwise there would be no post today. And there will be no more UNITY LIFE resources until this buckball can render information about itself which transcends the limitations of how incomplete its expansion is at any one time along the way to the final result.

Describing What The Final Result Will Look like

So you know now that I'm on a journey to a "healed state" but what is this transfigured "final" form? What was this vision of 2017?

The vision then was for the way that my body and my outside world around me would dramatically transform in such a way which is normally impossible to comprehend. What I saw in the future is something that most people have no context to begin to consider may exist, be possible, or have any conceptual significance whatsoever. At the time, I could not describe it with any word but "a miracle". But increasingly I find that word may not be as accurate, if the most ordinary and boring events — such as the mere fact that we exist here and now at all — are fundamentally miracles themselves but simply not seen as such. Perhaps even the most obscure and intangible truths are all already common knowledge which may merely be reinterpreted. 

At that time in 2017 I witnessed a series of transformative events. A candle materialized out of thin air, right before my eyes — and several other amazing things like that took place — including rapid, dramatic transformation of the shape of my physical body parts (which returned eventually to their natural shape). All these events are meticulously documented in my Master UNITY LIFE Archive, here. As I strived to make sense of those events, I developed an art series to describe their eventual, most expanded possible form, called The 16 KEYS SUPPORT TOOL which is found in the main navigation bar under 16(2) and as an alternate version of the set within The 7 of 9 SOLVE COAGULA Mind Map System (Prototype), found in the navigation bar at 7(9). It's a futuristic and visionary series of descriptions of these types of awesome miracles in their fullest power, based on insight into how they would eventually coalesce, adhering to a blueprint which allows for them to affect all life on Earth eventually. 

It was at that time of those initial events of 2017 that I realized the vision of how my body would transform and what else would occur ... someday. From then on, my entire life seemed to reinforce that view on the future. I knew that it would happen, but didn't know when. Now, I only know it is when this buckyball is fully expanded.

Visionary Genetic Science & The 16 KEYS ◊ "The Steps" 

The certainty that I've gained in this buckyball was developed through a rich history of countless striking experiences throughout my years. Particularly in the last couple years or so I've developed a much more heightened awareness of a special phenomenon which I now call "the steps". Although the title seems meaningless, there is a story behind it which I'll explain someday. This is something most people have never considered or experienced — and wouldn't understand. It's the experience of a special feeling of total freedom and authenticity to think of certain things, perform certain skilled tasks, or feel clear of illness or familiar stagnancy. Within that special state, it's often as though amazing new skills are suddenly being rapidly developed — things that would normally seem impossible. 

I say that most people have no context to understand this because it often has an extraordinary quality. For example, I experienced a taste of how phenomenal it can be when in 2017 I was suddenly able to speak and compose beautiful songs instantly in a language I had never been taught — Quechua, as well as Spanish which I only barely knew. To instantly be able to speak a language you've never been taught seems impossible, or like some kind of miracle. I understood that somehow the human genome contains this ability which normally cannot function. Certain conditions can reliably cause this genetic behaviour to become active.

I termed this as "visionary science" and came out with a video on YouTube to explain the phenomenon, in combination with the topic of Kurt Cobain and NIRVANA, as well as benevolent governing forces which underpin the inevitable evolution of the human condition. I came to relate that experience of speaking 2 new languages suddenly with the physical transformation of my body parts, and the materialization of objects from thin air. I saw all these transpirings, though they are as distinct from each other categorically as each of the 16 KEYS, as all being the result of genetic functioning. I theorized that the human genome, like all DNA throughout the ecology, contains latent abilities to perform miracles.

Ancient-Future Technology, Science & Governance

I felt that miracle workers such as Jesus Christ or other notable healing masters were operating with the same artform. Although a sage, mystic, guru, healer or spiritual master may not speak in the language that I do of "science" or "governance", they are working in the same format. Science, after all, is based on observation just like meditation. Governance itself results from the study of free will, stemming from that same meditative observation to produce strategy or the expressive arts, such as healing and restorative practices. I sensed that my unique take on this ancient wisdom of the masters would take a modern and societally sensitive approach, investigating these ideas through the lens of law, commercial patenting, institutional authority and collective mainstream culture. 

The person you see at the end of this buckyball process may not look anything like how I look today. I see myself with new ID, and going through life changes that may seem very unrecognizable from how my life is now. Perhaps travelling, or trying many new things. But nothing will change. You still won't be able to believe any of my unbelievable claims, or make much sense of my cryptic, coded labyrinth of art which explains it. Perhaps by that you will know it's still me. It must be Ba Adonai if sae's offering us mindbending visions of unimaginable possibilities, mysteriously coded through geometrically coloured cards of rainbow colors, with strangely impressionable shapes within a diamond, while professing that sae knows Kurt Cobain is alive. Who ELSE would do THAT??!! (lol).