A COMPLAINT ABOUT A SPECIALIST DOCTOR

A COMPLAINT ABOUT A SPECIALIST DOCTOR

Hello to the friends reading. There is no need to read this if you don’t enjoy negative rants haha, and I understand completely if this doesn’t interest people (lol). But I just wanted to share a story just for the occasional person curious - because I have said a lot on UNITY LIFE Mystery School against the medical sector, and I do just have a recent very negative experience with a specialist that I feel called to just put out there in public.

As I’ve mentioned, my family doctor is a fantastic person and a wonderful doctor. But sadly, she is totally obligated to send me off to specialists whenever routine calls for that, and she has little way to block off bad doctors just because they suck, especially if they are a specialist. And for some reason which I’m still trying to get to the bottom of, I have some issues with vulnerability to infection, which caused her to send me to a specialist of infectious diseases and get me tested for life threatening diseases like Hep B and HIV, which I don’t have (results all came out clean).

So like first of all, the psychic energy with this doctor was completely harsh. Even just on psychic intuitive vibes alone, this was just absolutely TRASH WHORE level bad energy from this particular doctor. This doctor deasl with pateints with HIV quite a bit, and I was suddenly getting huge panics like what if I have Hep B or something, what if I have anything - and I felt the sense of stigma vibes against people with these illnesses was just hugely exaggerated somehow, especially in the waiting room.

And then what happened was, he was acting all normal and talking like a normal doctor, until it’s as if he started having some kind of vendetta against me (I think because he misinterpreted some kind of health thing I said or something) and he became passive aggressive with like viper styles of put downs just disguised as normal things to say. And I woudl never normally mention it, but then he started asking me intensely personal questions !!!!

So like he started asking me all these intimate questions about my personal life, not even just about sex, but everything about how I live at home and what I do, and so much stuff about lifestyle, and I called him on it. I just said “Why do you ask actually?” and he said “Oh actually that’s completely by accident. You see the thing is, these questions have nothing to do with your case, and these are a series of routine questions that I actually ask to other people in other situations completely which has nothing to do with you, but I don’t know why I started asking. I actually don’t even know why this was happening, I just accidentally started asking these questions”.

So as I always would with any doctor or threatening person in an authority role that I find is raising red flags, I acted completely Jedi and pretended there was no huge alarms going off in my head. And just to check him out, I took an extra long time just pursuing questions and detective work about my condition to see his responses as an infectious diseases expert. I told him a few things that I’ve been doing to pursue what might work for my problem - taking vitamins was all run through, and then went on to these expensive 80 billion strain probiotics that have been getting rid of colds for me just like that and stopping colds before they start, and balancing me out so much. And his response??!!

He said that doctors don’t know a lot about probiotics or gut flora and that’s something he doesn’t deal with cause he’s just in doctor science, but what he probably recommends if I think it’s helping a lot with the probiotics, is just stop taking them. He said I’m probably a little imagination land when it comes to what really works and what doesn’t. It could so likely be just a coincidence that it even worked, when it was really some other random factor.

So he said try this : Just stop taking probiotics, even if I feel like I need it a lot, and see what happens. Just to study it. And that was wierdly descriptive of the core argument with the medical sector usually too about how antibiotics destroy gut health and that leads to so many diseases, and infections, but that’s how they treat infections.

Like OMG I could go on and on about the medical sector. After all the scrutiny against it with the COVID pandemic, I’m so happy to see tht so many more people are on my side about this kind of concern and rapid fire criticism of anythign I see that’s wrong.

In conclusion, about it that I have a great family doctor who I’m so relieved to have, as she’s such a wonderful person, so clean and professional about her interactions and so genuinely supportive of health and with so much appropriate and super pleasant respect ……. like I’ve always believed that there are just 2 kinds of people in this world unfortunately, the good and the bad. And in institutions such as political and medical and religious sectors, the critique I have is that there is no filtering of which kind will get in, and unfortunately bad people are most drawn to positions of authority which require the most challenge and sacrifice in order to be in that role in society.

It’s like police. You could join the force because you want to help people, or because you’re a maniac that just wants a gun. But certain types of maniacs who just want guns can get through the training to become a police officer just as well as anyone, and sadly more of them are drawn to it. The sad fact is that maniacs come in very logically ordered thinking styles so often, enough to pass tests and everything, go through major education. So that’s why I am such a believer in the mass media as opposed to other institutions. The good ones in the church, the state, the medical, these are teh heros. But in our sector, the mass media, they have to actually be an incredible artist of mindblowing proportions to have power, and that’s a creative art - that’s something that so filters you on your personality so well.

That’s such a reason why I was so drawn to punk music, is because until we understand that issue with power institutions, we cannot be safe. People have to learn that just because you passed all the tests and you are an authority over others, does not mean you deserve that role in society. By any means. Could be you should be removed from authority, but the system is just not that good at making sure of that, not even in the first place when people are joining, even mentoring them, training, or testing them on their reasons for joining.

Haha, thanks for reading my rant (lol).

Love, Ba
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