Why Has It Been Kept Secret? An Artistic Demonstration Piece

The reason I have kept this secret is because it was a real-life artistic demonstration of an artform of self-protection against my dangerous enemies at CoSM Chapel of Sacred Mirrors. One of The 9 Strategies of The COAGULA called molting was very specifically practiced against these enemies and their harmful tactics, in the long and careful method of how I structured the slow release of this upcoming set. Due to their active slander campaign against me, which mirrors perfectly with the campaigns that have been orchestrated against Marilyn Manson, I needed to code this out in stages in order to fool them into causing harm in such a way which would easily be neutralized, exposed and publicly humiliated by showing it for what it is - lies. This is as an homage to Marilyn Manson, as he was one of the greatest inspirations in my life who taught me the strategy of molting. 

In the first stage of release, I said that the set will have only 7 cards, not doubled to 14 as the other sets which are all doubled. However, I also said more prominently that the system will have a total of 72 cards doubled to 144. Not many people read carefully enough to notice that 7 cards would not cause the set to total to 72 or 144, but CoSM certainly would. Anyone who knows me fairly well (who were avidly studying), if they thought about the supposed accident, would suspect that it was not by accident but was one of my usual coyote tricks.

But to put the hearts of my dearest friends at ease, I later re-announced the set as The UNNAMED 12(24). This was at a time when The 7 of 9 presentation was being formaly reorganized largely. I changed it to just one card over the total amount needed to complete the set, to ensure my dear friends would understand the secret plan. I also made separate announcement of The 11(11) without mentioning The 7 of 9, so that they could easily put 1 and 1 together to realize of course, since 11(22) cards is what it would take to complete The 7 of 9 system, this must have been the UNNAMED Set.

The molting technique works like this. Knowing how my enemies tend to make things up about me, I figured a huge mathematical mistake would attract them to spin their usual lies about me. By observing my work, anyone can see that not only am I intelligent enough to do math using a calculator to get this right, but I would also thoroughly double check my work for something this important to me before formal release. I roughly assume these enemies would have typically said that I seem intelligent online but this is false — really what's happening is I just stream my ideas unconsciously without even remotely checking what I've said, then I use ChatGPT for all my ideas and stuff too and dont' come up with anything myself.

They'd propose based on this idea that I'm mentally ill and dangerous, then use that notion to gossip with everyone in the community in such a way that would cut me off from any potential community resources that could stabillize or support me to survive. It would be intended to end my life ideally, or at least degrade me in every way possible by cutting me off from anything I need from others. They use their status in the community to impress socially that double checking if what they're saying makes much sense should be overlooked.

The plan has been to ensure that they would make use of this mathematical error in their slander campaign, because this is something that I can refute incredibly well when the release comes out to show how this was an artistic demonstration of the 7 Strategies of The COAGULA. The news of this as a gorgeous mirroring reflection with Manson will eventually to expose their slanderous outlook of fabrication and degrading perspective, as well as lack of personal integrity, and desire to push people to themselves make errors of miscalculation. This effectively puts everyone they've manipulated into the exact position of being just what's being shamed and put down here by them, as it happens. Everyone who has been the victim of this manipulation may then realize, they are but stomped on by CoSM and targetted in exactly the same way as me by being made involved in this. 

I have experienced so much personal healing from Marilyn Manson in my many years of studying his practice of molting through his music and art. Learning this strategy was fascinating enough to get me to study my own behaviour carefully to explore where I may have practiced molting without being aare of it. In retrospect, I noticed that sometimes what I perrceived as a falw in my behaviour actually fit with a molting strategy. I realized in so many cases, it makes much more sense as molting than as flaw actually, so I was intuitively practicing molting without realizing it. This illustrates one of the Iboga addiction recovery themes of the set, reordering the material of harmful circunstances into a healing  design. By exploring my behaviour this way in retrsopect, I started to develop more awareness in the moment of how I could practice molting deliberately. With time, I became excellent at just doing in on purpose — until today when I am now finally doing a grand molting demonstration here.

Right now I am releasing this in quiet form, not fully on the front end, in order to issue a warning to CoSM. At this stage, they can see what's coming. It will be formally released and they will be exposed. This is a quickly written, unedited piace right now. The final version will even more impressive too. At the warning stage, they will often calm down a bit with their antagonisms, but sometimes they are unstoppable even at a later stage when they can see they are about to be exposed. Still, either way, it is standard to begin issuing warnings at the time right before final strike against the counteragent. 

HOLY WOOD Dolls ⨺ Another Confirmation Through Social Media

Funny thing is, Manson may not have known just how potent his reflections were if he really sent me the message I'm about to describe here. Now, what happened is, first of all, some of the writings on this website had caught Manson's attention fairly recently. Assumedly through support from research staff, it came to his attention with a certain series of my diaries which related powerfully with him. Through a friend of his who is on close terms with him, I was informed that he had seen these writings and carefully reflected on them. I have the impression that he has been avidly interested in my work, but has not been able to approach me directly about it quiet yet, most likely due to molting strategies of his own. One thing that these writings contained was an idea of mine to create a paper doll as a UNITY LIFE product which was a mystical self-portrait of myself as Marilyn Manson. It would be an image of me, but some features related to Manson, and I would say that the actual soul of the doll is his soul, not mine.

Technically the doll would be made of wood, as it would be paper or cardstock. Now, the response that came back cannot be proven at all that it was really from him, but I suspect that he has done this. Shortly after, a new account on instagram with only one post of very little content and a profile picture, followed me. This account was called "holywooddoll". I felt that this was Manson's tip sent to me through a quickly made ephemeral account just intended so as to subtly hint his reflections back. Seeing this combination of two ideas, HOLY WOOD and doll, quickly made me realize that the doll I had been planning is deeply thematically related with the HOLY WOOD set. The album HOLY WOOD by Marilyn Manson which it's based on, especially the types of reflections I'm taking with it, have to do with the fact that the wood of a cross is a living being, a life form, such as a tree — and I point out that Iboga, the medicine I'm referring to with this set, is actually a tree.

As he knows well from when his wife showed him my earlier notes which will become the set, I'm focused on that topic of how a crucifixion cross can be reframed as the medicine of life, self-preservation, protection and addiction recovery. I see a human body as very comparable with the life form of a tree, just as we know Christian crosses are designed to look like in abstract terms. This was especially moving and meaningful to me that he helped me connect the dollthe idea of idea with the HOLY WOOD set. But there was more. He did not know that I wa planning to actually work with the idea of stylistic crosses in my way of designing the imagery for the sets.

As well, dolls themselves are well explored within the album HOLY WOOD. The whole concept of dolls as an addictive drug (since dolls are the name also of a certain addictive pill) is connected deeply with addiction recovery themes in the album — and connected (as is culturally common regarding these drugs) with the idea that the drug causes women to resemble lifeless dolls themselves. Culturally, since the drugs are called dolls, the women who take them are called dolls as well, viewed as having those qualities because of the drug. Yet it's also common in places where teh drug is most common to want to embody the Barbie doll image too. This way that the drug reframes the person is designed to be viewed as something that can be reversed — but reversal is not simple — it has to be reordered in a holistic and complex way, similar to the Iboga theme of reordering harmful experiences into healing paradigms.

In fact, that's just exactly the type of thing I was thinking of with my doll. The doll was intended to symbolize how ideas like voodoo, displacement and fragmented separation mentality upon my image can be handled through artistic acts to bring forth a new, healthier way of typically seeing a human body, specifically a woman and her sexuality. So for me, this really was no coincidence that "holywooddoll" followed me at this time. It could be seen as such, certainly, as the idea to connect the doll theme with the album HOLY WOOD is a natural fan inclination that might logically come up here and there. However, just the timing and the relevance had me convinced that it was more than that. Especially considering the circumstanes between Manson and I at the moment. So that way, I feel it should be categorized as a "synchronicity" rather than a coincidence. Then also, it falls perfectly into the Marilyn Manson synchr0mystik dream journal, which allows for waking synchronicity as a category of dreams.

In this moment I wonder : When I take this post and put it publicly, should I break these themes out of the piece and put a separate announcement in the dream journal as the 7 of 9 Process Artifact Journal, or should I include it all and double the mega post? I suppose it's best not broken up, but we'll see how it goes.