The UNITY LIFE Mysteries section of my Patreon is themed around the most censored and yet the most valuable information available from UNITY LIFE, and has offered some UNITY LIFE Archives not available anywhere on the website. This article was published October 1st, 2025, and was added to the Patreon with the dream that it would one day be uncensored and available in public. It is not on the UNITY LIFE Archive yet, but at least for now it can be posted here. So, this is a day for celebration :) Here it is :
◊💐 For my second UNITY LIFE Archive exclusive to the UNITY LIFE Mysteries tier on Patreon, I’m very excited to share my revolutionary and visionary perspectives on mental health, shaped by my extensive background with Ayahuasca psychedelic plant medicine.
◊🔑 The theme of the UNITY LIFE Mysteries tier is censored information — knowledge of higher-than-average value that cannot be released publicly on the website unitylifemysteryschool.art . Yet my dream remains that someday, through miracle or extraordinary means, these archives will be uncensored and made public.
◊🖤 In this case, I believe the reason this information is censored is because of the turmoil so many diagnosed mental health patients — and their families — are struggling with. The ideas in this archive may feel painful or threatening to them. In addition, my reflections on when it may be appropriate to pursue medical attention are highly controversial.
A VISIONARY PERSPECTIVE ON MENTAL HEALTH
Writing & Midjourney Art by Ba Adonai
TABLE OF CONTENTS :
◊ The Benefits of Actively Avoiding Diagnosis ◊ Spiritual Harm-Reduction Culture
◊ The Inner Compass ◊ The Failure of the FDA in Psychiatric Drug Research
◊ Alternative Models in Psychology ◊ The Lost Wisdom of Ancient Traditions
◊ My Traditional Background as an Ayahuasqera Curandera (Master Healer)
◊ Seeking Mental Health Advice From Ayahuasca “The Mother of All Medicines”
◊ The Teachings of Ayahuasca ◊ Schizophrenia as a Modern Myth
◊ The Teachings of Ayahuasca ◊ Healing as Self-Realization
◊ Conclusion
The Benefits of Actively Avoiding Diagnosis ◊ Spiritual Harm-Reduction Culture
◊🧬👽 For most of my adult life, I’ve lived immersed in a culture of harm-reduction around schizophrenia and other mental illness labels. When I first joined this spiritual tribe of visionaries — empaths, awakened ones, channelers, starseeds, psychic intuitives — I didn’t realize what I was stepping into. Eventually, I saw that this culture was rooted in co-supporting healthy ways of avoiding mental illness diagnoses because of the dangers they carry. Experiences and phenomena that doctors consider textbook psychiatric symptoms were reframed, relabeled, and reanalyzed in a loving, accepting, and all-embracing tone.
◊🔺 Wise people living deeply medicated lives have shared with me — and it is widely agreed in some well educated circles — that a diagnosis, and especially the medication that follows, can greatly worsen the condition. I strongly advise that avoiding diagnosis can be crucial for personal safety. The argument that refusing diagnosis means resisting proper care only holds when a condition is truly — waaaaay— beyond manageable, such as not knowing where you are, your own name, or being violently out of control.
The Inner Compass ◊ The Failure of the FDA in Psychiatric Drug Research
◊💎 To support my assertion, I’d like to direct you to an incredible website called Inner Compass Initiative (theinnercompass.org). There you can read about extended testing of psychiatric drugs conducted outside the confines of FDA-funded clinical trials. While the FDA trials lasted only a few months, independent long-term trials have been largely ignored.
◊💊 The FDA-reported short-term improvements did not hold up over time. Longer trials revealed that after an initial improvement, the drugs stopped working and developed extremely addictive properties. Stopping use often caused mental illness to worsen beyond its original baseline, and returning to the medication increased instability further, creating a harmful vicious cycle. This cycle — highly profitable for big pharma — locked people into lifelong use and a downward spiral of mental health.
Alternative Models in Psychology ◊ The Lost Wisdom of Ancient Traditions
◊⚖️ In the West, psychiatric doctors hold authority that integrates directly with laws enabling forced treatment. Yet who is more invested in big pharma’s profits than the very professionals educated and trained within its frameworks? While their diagnoses are treated as legal authority, the value of these diagnoses can be astonishingly low.
◊🪶 As an Ayahuasqera — a master healer in the Shipibo-Conibo traditions of Peru — I find myself deeply invested in a passionate ideological war against the pharmaceutical industry and Western psychological medicine. This is not a story of cultural equality throughout the world. It is the story of a great poison masquerading as medicine, rising in wealthy nations while undermining the true medicine of radical and transcendent psychological healing in ancient plant medicine traditions of poorer countries.
◊🚨 The story is simple. Because psychedelic healing medicines are effective, they are made illegal by those who profit from illness.
◊🖤🌿 Worse, these plants and traditions are desecrated at every level — biological, spiritual, ceremonial — under the false pretense of actually honouring the potential of these medicines for healing. When traditional psychedelic medicines are reformulated for pills, rudely extracted into components from the whole plant, stripped from their ancient ceremonial contexts, and placed under the governance of false leaders, it is done with the intention of destroying their true effectiveness in order to undermine these sacred cultures.
My Traditional Background as an Ayahuasqera Curandera (Master Healer)
◊🌈 I will be 43 this December. Before becoming a full-fledged Ayahuasqera at age 34 — graduating unexpectedly in 2017 — I trained for 13–15 years in these traditions. My first Ayahuasca ceremony was at 19, and at 21 I began deepening into Vegetalismo, the core traditional path of becoming a facilitator of healing ceremonies, in Bolivia and Peru.
◊🏔️ From 2015–2016, during my training, I regularly attended ceremonies held by a local Ayahuasqera in Vancouver. She was not my Vegetalismo guide but facilitated group ceremonies we called “dreaming ceremonies” — where we would “of course never break the law by possessing or trafficking illegal substances, but only speak of our dreams of these ideas together — of course 😂.”
Seeking Mental Health Advice From Ayahuasca “The Mother of All Medicines”
◊🌚🕊 During that time, I began asking Ayahuasca serious questions about my mental health — whether I should consider psychiatric diagnosis or experiment with medication.
In my early 20s, a government-registered women’s counsellor had already warned me strongly against pursuing a diagnosis, saying it could be harmful and damaging. Her good advice went down in history by perfectly aligning with what the medicine later taught me.
◊🖤 I wrestled with where to draw the line between celebrated spiritual phenomena — channeling, intuition, psychic abilities, spiritism, alien contact — and actual mental illness. Community and social politics at the time which led to increasingly severe judgement from people I knew pushed me toward harsher self-scrutiny. Passive-aggressive “armchair diagnoses” of schizophrenia from some of my social critics caused me to question myself more deeply.
The Teachings of Ayahuasca ◊ Schizophrenia as a Modern Myth
◊🧬🌈 Ayahuasca explained, in awe-inspiring love and wisdom over many ceremonies, that there is no such thing as schizophrenia — it is entirely a modern myth. A diagnosis, the medicine showed me, is disconnected from reality and fails to understand the true psychological workings of the human mind. By this I mean the actual truth of the human mind — not fabricated Western psychological models engineered to create a financially profitable narrative where one will inevitably purchase medications.
The Teachings of Ayahuasca ◊ Healing as Self-Realization
◊✨ Another teaching — perhaps one of the most important I have ever received — is that I am fully healed, 100% resolved of any possible mental issues. Ayahuasca repeated this to me across many ceremonies with great reverence and impeccable wisdom to back it up, in the most beautiful way. Sometimes, when struggling with anxiety, I find that a bit humorous in its unbelivability.
◊😂 This teaching becomes especially comedic when contrasted with those who armchair-diagnosed me. If they respected Mother Ayahuasca, they would have to throw out all their perceptual frameworks - or at least their modelled ones designed to lend ammunition to their social politics against me. But this lesson went much deeper than a protective shield or a retort to antagonists. It was not just a story I could tell them of my visions which would hold their aggressions in check if they claim to respect Ayahuasca.
◊🌈🎶 You see, it is the traditions of Ayahuasca to listen deeply and respect the teachings of the medicine. Though not every vision teaching that one receives from Ayahuasca will be literal fact, and the medicine works in mysterious ways, sometimes with tricks that are designed not to be fully understandable at first, it is always strongly advised by any good Ayahuasqero/a to still respect what you are taught.
◊🔮 This does mean listening deeply and self-searching to allow opening of the mind for more layered and full-bodied reception of this guidance, as well as learning to sometimes interpret and decode the visions like dreams. But it also means suspending disbelief and aiming to believe anything to some degree. This is the practice of bravely honouring that some of the most vaulable teachings are going to be those which you don’t already know, or have the tools yet to address.
◊🌿🕊 Over the years following those ceremonies, I realized this teaching that I was 100% healed was literally true. It was not a gimmick, mantra, or “fake it till you make it” manifestation tool. It was a deep truth : the intrinsic nature of the human mind and psychology is healthy. This is one of Ayahuasca’s greatest teachings and wisdom for the ages — true healing is not about becoming something you’re not, but realizing who and what you already are.
◊💖 Self-realization is the core of any healing practice. Recognizing that same healed nature in others as you have in yourself is the hallmark of a true healer.
Conclusion
◊🌟 The words above are so monumental that I could write many essays about this teaching alone. I see little point in criticizing Western psychological models without offering something of value in their place. Here, I have done exactly that. To discover the “healed” aka healthy nature of yourself and the life around you is the only way that you can achieve an effect which proves, voices / expresses and beautifully illustrates that truth even more.
Addendum (July 27th, 2026)
Reading and considering these writings 8 months after they were written, there is much more I would add now if this was for more public consumption, about the self-realization teachings of the medicine (the part at the end). I feel like it's that part which really doesn't go down as smoothly with people because many have not even begun to think of these ideas at all. But I have been thinking about this topic so much lately in connection with the grunge ethos of the band NIRVANA — and it would be special to introduce this piece with that beautiful context about Kurt Cobain, NIRVANA and my views on the meaning of grunge as it relates to Ayahuasca. I'd structure the archive the other way around perhaps. Likely I'd start off with that part first, then go into the other more challenging information from there.
I also have a new archive about mental health in Ayahuasca context called BRUJERÍA ◊ THE AYAHUASCA MEDICINE TEACHINGS OF HARMFUL PERCEPTIONS which really builds in nicely with this piece to explain where the problems come from if not from inside us, at least as one example. And I'm planning to build on that archive as well, in which case it would bridge even better with this one. And this piece also goes really well with INTUITION FROM THE PERSPECTIVE OF AN AYAHUASQERA MEDICINE WOMAN which goes into intuitive practice and channelling. Now, that piece doesn't really touch on like aliens and "wacky beliefs" like that, but it could easily be bridged with these infos to create that level to it. Also, mind you, aliens, mermaids, talking dolphins and all kinds of spirits and stuff like that are commonly a huge topic within Ayahuasca visions.
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