DEADLY APPLES ◊ THE BURDEN OF TRUE SACRIFICE

Published on 19 September 2025 at 04:44

Written by Ba Adonai
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Find Part 2 of this archive re: the music video of SACRIFICE ᛉ : DEADLY APPLES, MM & 30STM ◊ SACRIFICE ᛉ Pt 2 ◊ GEOMETRIC ALCHEMY

TABLE OF CONTENTS :

◊ The Burden of Sacrifice in Personal Relationships
◊ The Burden of Sacrifice in Defending Stars Against False Allegations
◊ My Motivations for Defending the Stars
◊ Deadly Apples and Marilyn Manson ◊ Shared Alliances with UNITY LIFE
◊ Baiting in the Media ◊ The Art of Harm-Reduction in Fame
◊ The Sacrifice of Scandal ◊ How SACRIFICE ᛉ Feels As If Real Life
◊ Baiting DeMystified ◊ Where to Lay Blame
◊ An Example ◊ My Own Personal Baiting Strategies
◊ SACRIFICE ᛉ ◊ A Healing Tool For Transcending The Veil of Misperception
◊ Conclusion ◊ The UNITY LIFE Message of Healing Through Mainstream Music


◊ᛉ Today marks the release date of the new single from the band Deadly Apples: SACRIFICE ᛉ. This song is the second single released for the upcoming album Distress, and features Richard Patrick (Filter) and Danny Lohner (NIN) as collaborators. This song has been very emotionally supportive for me in ways that are deeply related to UNITY LIFE Mystery School. And so I’d like to celebrate the new release (and upcoming music video) with a review of the lyric meanings in this way. The lyrics are very easy to make out in the song. Enjoy the track here.


The Burden of Sacrifice in Personal Relationships

◊💎🕊️ My own way of finding the meaning in this song was not about tumultuous or abusive personal relationships in my immediate life. However, most people will probably find that type of meaning in it. In that way, I find it valuable to consider that poor behaviour within relationships is not always because of character flaws, which is something that needs to be looked at more in our complex modern society.


◊⚖️ Often it happens because people are forced into very difficult negotiations with extremely taxing demands in their lives, which sometimes make them de-prioritize the people they love. In these cases, it is a “sacrifice,” as per the song name, and for the person carrying this burden, they feel they have been sacrificed by the one they love.

◊🚨 [Disclaimer: This is not relationship advice. If you are in an abusive relationship, or an emergency, consider calling the numbers provided at this link.]

◊💞 While it’s true and important that separating oneself from toxic — and especially abusive — people is healthy, it can also sometimes be healthy to remain loyal. I understand that the term “abuse” has many definitions, and some types of “low-key abuse,” as I call it, are not criminal, such as certain types of harassment. Myself and so many others have tolerated it and been so glad that we made provision for the relationship to heal and resolve with forgiveness and loyalty.


◊🤝 If you’d assume the song meant it about personal situations like this, Deadly Apples emphasize that side of relationships — those times when loyalty would be the right decision, even in the face of major burden. The process of making these difficult choices is incredibly sensitive, but when you know — deep in your heart — then it’s truly one of those cases where this song would relate to you and you should hold on.

The Burden of Sacrifice in Defending Stars Against False Allegations of Abuse



◊⭐️ For myself, the emotional support that this song provided was through relating it to my relationships with the stars, and I strongly recommend considering my example and taking this to heart as an inspiration for how you might relate to the lyrics. For myself, in my own life, the two examples I’m thinking of are Marilyn Manson and Jared Leto — the only stars that I’ve invested myself into defending from false allegations of abuse against them.

◊💐 To invest myself in the public defence of these artists was a great burden, something which forced my art to take a certain direction which I would not have preferred, just as SACRIFICE ᛉ describes. In fact, just like these lyrics, I have compared these stars with Christ and expressed abundantly just how spiritually rich my experience has been, to the point of even joking around calling it a religion to be this inspired by these arts. And I’m not alone, by any means, when it comes to MM.


My Motivations for Defending Stars of False Allegations


◊🖤 It often drained my spirit to confront false allegations while searching my soul and researching in depth, dedicating much emotional energy towards the mission. In my case, this was necessitated by antagonizers already pitted against me in my life, who would use my major public association with these stars as ammunition against me. By explaining myself — why I have this central investment in the arts in my life — I avoided more personal turmoil from the manipulative slander of my enemies.

Crisis Helplines :


If you are in immediate danger please call 9-11

If you or anyone you know is struggling with an abusive relationship, please consider calling for help at these resources :

CANADA :


Canada’s Get Help with Family Violence — government directory of victim services, legal protection orders, shelters, etc. 

Kids Help Phone — if youth or young adults are involved or you need someone non-judgmental and confidential. Call 1-800-668-6868 or text/email/chat.

USA :


National Domestic Violence Hotline
— 24/7 confidential support.

- 📞 1-800-799-SAFE (7233)
- 📱 Or text “START” to 88788
- 💻 thehotline.org

RAINN (Rape, Abuse & Incest National Network) — sexual assault crisis support.

- 📞 1-800-656-HOPE (4673)
- 💻 rainn.org
- StrongHearts Native Helpline — support for Native Americans experiencing domestic/sexual violence.
- 📞 1-844-7NATIVE (762-8483)
- 💻 strongheartshelpline.org

    Love Is Respect — relationship abuse support for teens and young adults.

    - 📞 1-866-331-9474
    - 📱 Text “LOVEIS” to 22522
    - 💻 loveisrespect.org


    ◊🪞 In my case, it’s because I’m a healer, and that’s very central to my image in so many ways. The history of my enemies is to be intimidated by the level of respect that this would gain me, which is incredibly well revered in their circles because I am an Ayahuasqera Perfumera — a master healer of full traditional scale. In their sense of how this confronts them for their antagonisms, they seek to weave a story about me that my interest in certain artists shows that I am a disastrously opposite quality of a healer — mentally ill, you’d think — if I’d identify with these humans.

    ◊💎 I could have simply betrayed these artists that I cared so much about and, lying, retracted my support of them in public when I saw these allegations coming out, in order to avoid my enemies’ wrath and the burden of defending these stars in order to defend myself. That would have been easier, but that was not the truth, and I know that my actions matter, and I matter — therefore I would not settle for less than integrity in my public image.

    Deadly Apples and Marilyn Manson ◊ Shared Alliances with UNITY LIFE


    Marilyn Manson with the two main artists of Deadly Apples, Antoine LaMothe and Alex Martel, which I have printed to have autographed by the two of them.


    ◊🔑 For background, you can see my latest defence archive for Jared Leto here: FALSE ALLEGATIONS AGAINST JARED LETO Pt 2 ◊ DEBUNKING THE AIR MAIL. That said, it is of much greater significance in my life and art that I have defended Marilyn Manson for years longer than Jared, and my video in his defence, The MMII ◊ Marilyn Manson Is Innocent aka FACET 30(102) ◊ GROUNDING, will be discussed here in order to explain my interpretation of SACRIFICE ᛉ.

    ◊🪞🪞 The MMII is a cognitive exegesis — an interpretive defence of Marilyn Manson’s innocence. A bold, genre-defying work that fuses spiritual advocacy, lyrical analysis, personal testimony, and artistic symbolism into a unique documentary-art statement. It stands not only as a defence of Marilyn Manson against public allegations but also as a metaphysical reframing of his artistic and cultural role — casting him as a misunderstood figure of important ethical challenge, punk intelligence, and practical healing power.


    ◊🧬❤️‍🔥 It seems perfect to use Marilyn Manson as my main example of why SACRIFICE means so much to me, since Deadly Apples are friends of his who have performed by his side at many concerts. They have always remained loyally by his side through thick and thin, and for their loyalty to him I am most grateful. 

    Baiting in the Media ◊ The Art of Harm-Reduction in Fame



    ◊💫 In the part of the MMII found at 5:02, entitled “EXPOSING THE SCANDALS,” I explain a harm-reduction strategy theory which brings light to the wiring under the board of certain waves of false allegations in the media.


    ◊👁️ Stars, due to being in the spotlight and subject to the mass public, always deal with intense scrutiny and dangerous hostility. Since the entertainment media began, artists have developed strategies to harm-reduce and even benefit from this type of negative public attention. Through a very calculated method, which I call “baiting” — which might be related to self-deprecating humour, provocative lyrics, staged intrigue, for example (and much, much more) — they control exactly what types of scandals or controversies will arise surrounding them, ensuring that these will be the types of problems they already have prepared solutions for in advance.


    ◊💎 In this way, the stars are orchestratively conducting the narrative about themselves. Untrusted people are kept close, and fed information in ways likely to help circulate these very specific baiting devices (such as specially designed and engineered negative gossip) into the news. Combined with their public persona and artistic style, this successfully assures the safety of their career in the long term. By having clear methods of resolution prepared for each of these dramas, their image is often supported, since resolving a misperception can sometimes defend their name more than if this had never come up. In this way, I would advise that those who have remained successful are the ones who are most exceptional with these techniques.

    The Sacrifice of Scandal ◊ How SACRIFICE ᛉ Feels As If Real Life


    ◊🩸 Marilyn Manson has been an exceptional artist to go through this difficult type of journey with — defending his name — as his art focuses on illuminating the sicknesses of society in great detail, providing much comic relief and intellectual interest to produce a personally developmental experience in learning these bitter facts of life. Through his music I have gained the tools to understand the real root cause behind these false allegations against him as being not his fault in any way, shape, or form.


    ◊🌒 That said, his baiting, and that of any of my favourite stars, has often made it feel as if I were in the midst of an eerie ritual of sacrifice performed with rich theatrical illustration of the darkness so inherent to the situation. Within that thrillingly creepy landscape of art, which allows psychic space for the context of harmful influences in the masses, I sometimes feel energetically confronted by an imposition which seems portrayed as coming somehow from the direction of the star themselves.


    ◊🛡️ To defend Marilyn Manson is done by many fans, yet these are usually still called fans. But to dedicate oneself on a major scale — educationally and with great dedication to the defence of his character — is to be called “a Manson Defender.” I proudly claim myself to be an eternally loyal Manson defender — one who would always “hold on,” as the lyrics to SACRIFICE ᛉ describe in the chorus.

    ◊📖 Yet I understand that some defenders have struggled with worse troubles in the face of these challenging dynamics than I have because they have lacked the following information about how baiting works:


    Baiting DeMystified ◊ Where to Lay Blame


    ◊⚖️ It is very important to properly define what baiting is. To bait is in no way to cause the criminal or legally respondeable behaviour of harm which is done in response. This cannot be called a cause-and-effect.


    ◊🔑 Here’s how baiting is done: 1) analyse the types of common attacks on your character that are most common in general in the world, and from the array of likelihoods, decide on the least harmful and those you have solutions available to tackle; 2) analyse the psychology of the likely perpetrators to see how they would wrongfully misconstrue certain innocent activities by their own violator mentality (keeping it oriented to your chosen themes); 3) make suggestions, indirectly or directly, which will fall into their patterns of violation-oriented projection, and allow them to spin a false narrative by their own flawed patterns around it.


    An Example ◊ My Own Personal Baiting Strategies


    ◊💎🧬 For example, here is a baiting strategy I have often used with my antagonists. When I can sense that an antagonist is preparing an attack on me, I have often acted as though I don’t suspect a thing, and behaved as though my trust is only growing. At that point I’d “confide” in them, suggesting that this is a cry for support, yet in secret these confided struggles are completely fabricated. I know already that they, in their lack of love, would be triggered by any social pull for support, considering it only a burden. I channel the stress that their hatred causes me into my acting skills.


    ◊🖤 Inevitably, they begin spreading degrading, rude gossip about what I have privately confided to them, making a blameless personal struggle out to be reason to demonize me. They manipulatively twist what I have said into false “evidence” that I should not be respected in the community. Thankfully none of what I told them was true, so I can easily prove my innocence of these weaponized and exaggerated versions of my “confided” stories. I do this in calculated stages. For a while, I remain silent, and once the violation is extensive enough, I’ll burst forward with public evidence to refute their false claims.


    SACRIFICE ᛉ ◊ A Healing Tool For Transcending The Veil of Misperception


    ◊🌈 SACRIFICE ᛉ, like so many of the greatest songs, really has the potential to be used for actual personal healing in one’s life. The subtle and delicate (beautiful) process of finding when this emotional chorus would apply with the most depth to your life situations is related to greater skills in discernment. The discernment to know where blame ultimately needs to be placed in life has sometimes for me been the most valuable healing tool with life-changing effects. This sophisticated inner search for meaning which the song encourages is not just for application with final decision making — it’s also applicable to subtle layers of perception.


    ◊🖤 Even just taking a busy urban bus route I can observe paranoid thoughts taking place in a large majority of people. This is not mental illness but commonplace paranoia. People are acting truly terrified that there may be no way to get off the bus when it stops, if they don’t allow themselves to be madly jostled around by getting up to be ready to exit long before it comes to a peaceful stop. Yet the bus always allows ample time to exit once it is stopped. Everyone is struggling with misperception sometimes. It’s OK to admit that sometimes in the most important dynamics in life, emotions are deeper, and so the veil could be thicker when it matters most.


    Conclusion ◊ The UNITY LIFE Message of Healing Through Mainstream Music


    ◊🕊 UNITY LIFE Mystery School is not just Ba Adonai, the medicine woman who promotes personal healing transformation. It is a space of intermedia art as a vehicle of depth-level communication, which acknowledges the art of mainstream entertainment media — illuminating that it is not just entertainment in this music but a true vehicle which is being used by fans silently for their healing journeys every day with amazing results. It will take many archives to convey how much I have actually used this type of music to personally and radically heal.

    ◊💐 As one who promotes how psychedelic plant medicine has been so central to my healing path, but cannot offer this to the world and knows it is inaccessible as a route for most, I feel truly spiritually called to provide this critical information about how this type of incredibly well-produced and professionally designed, highly entertaining mainstream music can support us to heal in a hyper-accessible way.

    ◊💎 I invite you to continue exploring SACRIFICE ᛉ by reading the next archive which unpacks the music video : DEADLY APPLES, MM & 30STM ◊ SACRIFICE ᛉ Pt 2 ◊ GEOMETRIC ALCHEMY


    Addendum : 

     

    ◊💫 I’m so proud to announce that I received such positive response about this archive and the Part 1 which came immediately before it, on social media from Deadly Apples and Jared Leto. Alex Martel writes the lyrics and is the lead singer of Deadly Apples and Antoine Lamothe is the drummer who makes the music videos — and their reception has been glowingly positive on all levels. Also, I’m so excited to say @jaredleto of 30 Seconds to Mars also sent his love — though indirectly, which was so illustratively done — to these archives.

    ◊🖤🖤 What happened is, @deadlyapples (@alexmartelofficial and @tonythetricky) responded in-depth, liking the two archives in a strategic pattern from all three accounts, commenting, giving comment likes and replies back in relation to it, and sharing my stories about it to their stories (plus more likes on other things). Although we are in communication, they did not consult with me in such a way as to influence what I would say in the archives. Antoine only said once, many months ago, that he thinks it’s “really good” to interpret lyrics in my public work.

    ◊❤️ As well, Jared Leto liked a comment of mine on something unrelated the day after he was tagged in the post, and as I will explain, I took this as a fascinating indirect way of expressing his appreciation for the archives, which illustrates the points I’m making. This is the second time he has done that — liked a comment of mine on his posts directly after (around the next day or so) being tagged in something much more significant — leading me to be absolutely certain that the like had a double meaning. But why like something indirectly? Let’s look at that later.

    ◊🧬🕊 I also think Marilyn Manson may have taken a look at these archives. My website geographical statistics do report views from locations that he has been touring in during those times, although that’s never a guarantee. I also say this because as a psychic intuitive, I’ve really gotten a lot of impressions from him that he has taken an interest, but due to the severity of the scandals against him and the restrictions of his lawyer’s advice which limit his public interactions, he could not express that to me — since my archives often mention these issues.

    Reception from Deadly Apples


    ◊💀🍎 Let’s start with Deadly Apples. The beautiful show of love and appreciation from them for both the archives, about the lyrics and video of SACRIFICE ᛉ was, needless to say, very sentimental to me. I feel so much respect emanating from them — and overall resonance. That’s true just in these archives, but it’s also a longer story between us. They are going to mail me an autograph, and I met them previously and have been in contact in depth. They followed my old Instagram account as well as this one.

    ◊❤️ To chronicle their beautiful response: @alexmartelofficial and @deadlyapples both liked the one about the lyrics, which were written by Alex, on Instagram. And @tonythetricky (Antoine Lamothe) and @deadlyapples liked the one about the video, which was scored by Antoine (the drummer). That way, of course, it’s transparent about who did exactly what in the band so that when I share this information, people learn a little about the making of it all.

    ◊🔑👥 Also, Deadly Apples shared my stories about each archive onto their story, and Alex shared to his story the one where I specifically featured the artwork for the lyrical archive. And Antoine also shared my story about the second archive to his story. Needless to say, they all gave likes to the stories. They even waited until the story was almost expired to share it to theirs in order to get the most overall view time out of it on Instagram. Also, they both checked out my other stories a lot and gave many likes.

    ◊🖤🖤 Also, DEADLY APPLES gave a love and a comment “🖤🖤” on Facebook for both archives. In fact, on the second one, they gave their comment a little “slow and late,” as perfect timing, which I took as a message to purposely say they respect my deliberate choice to be “slow and late” with my posts about this on Facebook, which I do to de-emphasize Facebook and show encouragement of Instagram. I think they just thought about it and decided to send a message to me that they perceive and respect my style.

    ◊🎙 Also, Antoine Lamothe and Deadly Apples both responded to my comment on their post about the video release. See the gallery included here to read my comment and their responses. The comment was designed as a sneak preview of something that was later said in the archive.

    ◊💎 This has all been such an honour 🖤🖤 ))

    Reception from Jared Leto


    ◊💝💐 As a psychic intuitive, I have found that my intuition is stronger with stars, because that is where I’m most interested and curious. I got a lot of intuitive impressions from Jared (plus Shannon) and I see this has been confirmed by his actions on social media and possibly also my geographical website statistics too. I sensed that his interest in UNITY LIFE has been mainly centred around my defence archives: FALSE ALLEGATIONS AGAINST JARED LETO Pt. 1 and Pt. 2, DEBUNKING THE AIR MAIL, and the continuing expansions of it in these ones.

    ◊💡 I intuitively sensed this has totally inspired him, and really touched his heart, especially because he appreciates that it was created by an artist and with so much strategic emphasis. I feel that he and I are alike, both as very inspired strategic thinkers who can passionately get down with this kind of hard work — it’s brutal but has so much dignity. However, sad but true, logic dictates that since I’m the only person (as far as I can see) who is actively defending his name, at least in the fandom, I was obviously special to him in this case.

    ◊💫🔺 When he gave a like on my comments — the first about a monumentally beautiful 30STM concert in Italy, soon after I posted his first defence archive (and more), and more recently about the mystique of his 10-year background in the making of the new movie Tron Ares — it was not untrue that it was about those comments and posts. But the double meaning towards his defence archives speaks volumes about how a like can be misunderstood, and when information is unclear and taken out of context, false narratives can be spun around it by haters.


    ◊👽 Long story short, likes from a very famous star like him can be misinterpreted as a cheap and shallow form of currency, since they are known to equal status or other types of gain. My motivations in defending Jared have been explained really well in Part 1 of the SACRIFICE ᛉ archives, but are not explained in a like from him seen on a post only barely read. Hugely intrinsic to the process of defending any star is to understand that small de-contextualized bits of information can (and so sadly, often will) be weaponized by haters for the purpose of deception. We live in a time of information wars and misinformation politics.

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