I finally got a chance to speak with my doctor about the results of the MRI scan I had recently, and there was quite a bit of great news :)
Fistula / Cyst / Recurrent Abscess
Arguably perhaps the best news of the day was that finally I received confirmation of my theory that I do not have a fistula. After all the worrying, it's so nice to put this terrifying possibility to rest. But even better, they also didn't find a cyst. I can feel a small remnant of the abscess in the spot, just a small painless area which is a bit soft to touch compared to other skin. That was found in the MRI but determined to be just a remnant, and there is no cyst. So EXCELLENT NEWS — there will be no removal surgery whatsoever for my buttocks.
So now it's just the question of what caused the abscess. You see, my initial theory on what had caused it before I first went to the doctor was that it may have been a folliculitis issue, where a hair follicle became infected and this all got out of control. It was my doctor who suggested that it was a cyst, and on several occasions I noticed something which to me seemed just like a cyst for sure. Like you can tell it's a cyst because it's a discreet lump with its own definition which tends to painlessly fill and go down again periodically, and it doesn't feel painful to the touch like an abscess. But now I'm told it's not there, and I don't feel it there anymore. So assuming it was a hair follicle, I wonder if perhaps that's no longer there either.
The fact is, I've been experiencing a lot of miracles lately. Dematerializations into thin air, and materializations out of thin air, of physical objects. And I already identified that I've had a miracle when I no longer had a hernia (or cyst, it could have been). I was expecting more miracles like this, and here's one in my opinion. It's my belief that there is no folliculitis and what used to be a cyst has dematerialized into thin air to prevent me a surgery. I mean I will still follow up with the colorectal surgeon to check up, but I think that specialist knows nothing of folliculitis — and what I think will happen is that the abscess simply stops recurring. Regardless, even if the abscess recurs because of a hair follicle, that still doesn't cancel out the fact that it's a miracle that the cyst is gone and I will not require surgery for it now.
About the hair follicle theory, I noticed that every time the abscess recurred, it was around the end of my period. I judged that somehow, bacteria from the blood which was dripping around there was making a mess and bringing up an infection. So I started a new habit of washing myself every time I went to the bathroom, with water poured down my back, to make sure I was clean on the back every few hours. It seemed that by doing this it stopped recurring. But perhaps it was more than just cleanliness, and it was a miracle entirely. I am going to keep washing carefully like that because I think there's nothing wrong with better hygiene, but I wish I had the guts to stop cleaning it specially just to test the extent of the miracle, if it was just the cyst or if there's even more to it. I don't expect the abscess to return !! :)
Fibroids (and Bladder / Cervical Irritation)
The MRI picked up 2 fibroids — one was 5.2 cm and the other was only 1.1 cm. I asked about the positioning of the fibroids, to confirm my theory that this must be the explanation for my cervical and bladder issues. The doctor said these fibroids are at the posterior of my uterus so that means this could possibly explain some bladder irritation (though shouldn't be a lot), but wouldn't explain the cervical pain I've been experiencing.
And this ongoing cervical pain that I've been having did stop during my period this month which I'm near the end of now, which I raised to my doctor. Sae said there's no chance that the period would have been the reason for the cervical pain stopping, because this fibroid's positioning does not indicate that it caused the issue. Like menstrual hormones can sometimes cause fibroids to temporarily shrink and then come back to size afterwards, but that's not what was happening here.
However, sae mentioned that actually there was a benign cyst found on my cervix, and this might be the explanation for the cervical pain. The cyst is a bump which is a collection of mucus and skin cells. It poses no risk of cancer. However the reason for the pain stopping is also not explained by my period in relation to this cyst, so it must be a coincidence. The doctor said sae has no idea why my cervical pain is better, and this is nothing that can be commented on. And I think it's another miracle.
The thing is, this experience of miracles right now is reframing my understanding about what I should do about the issue (hysterectomy or less invasive therapies). A hysterectomy would be a truly permanent resolution to this issue which based on my terrible health history lately, looks like it would just keep coming back to haunt me again and again when I least expect it, and of course at the worst times. But now I'm actually expecting miracles, so that shifts my perspective on how scared I should be about the future and makes me feel like the longterm indefinite future isn't about this problem.
Hernia / Cyst
The hernia or cyst is healed by a miracle. That's now confirmed now that the MRI has confirmed that there was nothing of that kind found. There was previously, perhaps for about a year before the appendicitis, a recurrent lump the size of my palm continually coming up for a day or two and then going away again for a while. This was accompanied eventually by increasing pain. Now, it does turn out that the issue was in the same location as the appendix, the cecus, so of course you might surmise that this was just my appendix filling up and having trouble. However, there's no way it's any sign of an appendix issue to have a lump come up and then go back down again periodically. You can look that up, and my doctor confirms it. That's like a hernia, not appendicitis or appendix issues.
If it was the appendix, that's a lump caused by an abscess forming around it as an infection due to the problem, and that abscess would not go away, and then keep recurring. Especially triggered by food I was eating. The food I was eating was obviously bready, doughey foods, leading to it coming up as a super obvious lump, and that's something more like a hernia. Oh, and the pain in that area is completely gone now, and hasn't come back since about September 9th. So it's a miracle.
Urine Culture
Just to follow up on the urine culture, I mentioned that since it was a complex culture I would ask my doctor what exactly was found there. Sae said that they found normal bacteria there which generally isn't considered prone to infection. So there was no bladder infection found at all, and the burning didn't continue. I wouldn't normally, but considering all these other miracles, I may as well add that one to the list. Why not? :)
About the Miracles
I've recently written a new article to explain the amazing spiritual healing experience that I've had which entirely explains these amazing miracles right now, as well as offers a prediction of the direction they're taking towards the future, very precisely. It's called THE 16 KEYS BUCKYBALL ◊ A RADICALLY TRANSFORMATIVE TIME OF MY LIFE )) Inside that article, I've started a blog which details all the amazing miracles I've been witnessing lately, and their symbolism and significance from my perspective. But as a quick reference, you can simply see the list of miracles in the blog right here. This is the same blog you'll find inside the article. There's a star emoji on each miracle that officially has no other possible explanation (which I could sorta imagine in my mind) aside from a miracle :
⭐️ MRI Confirms A Cyst / Fistula in My Buttocks Disappeared (Leaving Me With One Less Surgery To Worry About)
For context, my recent health crisis involving several ongoing visits to the ER and 2 ambulance rides, started on an ambulance stretcher going to hospital for a massive abscess on my buttocks, a little bit above and to the right of the anus. An abscess is basically a welt, but this welt was totally enormous and was making like half my butt really red and painful. It was a crazy day. The abscess burst and I was bleeding profusely. The doctors were totally worried about what may have caused it, because recurrently over the past 8 months or so it had been coming back once a month ish and then going down again. Previously it was about 2 inches in diameter and very painful, but nowhere near as bad as the final time when I broke down and called the ambulance. And it kept on getting better on its own and then coming back.
⭐️ Crippling Cervical Pain Now Healed Miraculously Since approx. Sept 25th (Along With Doctor's Insights)
Here's a quote from my Health Blog today. For context, I had been suffering with crippling cervical pain which was increasing over time. I assumed that the pain would have been caused by the positioning of fibroids that had been found in my uterus, but according to a new MRI, that's not the case. And the pain is now completely gone for a whole week, with no explanation the doctor can find :
Bathroom Water Which Normally Runs Cold For A Long Time Was Instantly Hot
The way the plumbing works in my apartment, the kitchen sink gets hot very fast when you turn it hot, and the bathroom sink stays cold for a very long time before it starts to warm up at all. In the bathroom if I turn on the sink water or the shower, it takes at least 3 minutes or so before it will start heating up. The thing is, I usually try to wash with a container of water instead of using toilet paper when I go to the bathroom, and the way I have to do that is to fill my container in the kitchen quickly and then go. I hate it when I have to fill the container by reaching over to the bathroom sink with my container because it will always be freezing cold. Sometimes I'm sitting on the toilet and I try this, and it's so annoying because it takes FOREVER to begin to start heating up at all. I always end up running out of patience and just using freezing cold water.
⭐️ A Box Of Instant Oats Which I Had Already Opened & Eaten From Was Sealed Brand New And Full Again
Just yesterday I went to the store and bought myself my usual 3 boxes of flavoured instant oats with protein. They come in paper packets and are inside a cardboard box. I always buy 2 of the maple flavoured, and one of another flavour to mix in with it. What I do is, I take 2 maple ones and another flavour, and put them in the bowl together always as 3. I had completely run out of my other flavour, which had up until this point been apple cinnamon. This time I decided to try triple berry flavour to see if that was good with maple. I still had some maple ones left, so I used up my last 2 of those and opened new berry one the night I got it from the store, to try it. I found it tasted totally disgusting actually and I didn't like the berry kind at all :( I went to bed and the next day (today, September 30th), I went ahead to eat my regular meal of oats again — and to my amazement, the triple berry was sealed and brand new, unopened now. I definitely checked the box out carefully and there is no way I made any mistake — it was completely unopened.
⭐️ Several Water Bottles (2 of Which I Always Keep Close To Me) Dematerialized Into Thin Air
Every time I go to my familiar shopping area and grocery store, I always buy one or two 1L bottle of Our Compliments flavoured sparkling water. And every day I try to drink around 3L or more of water a day, which I always drink by filling the empty sparkling water bottles with tap water. I usually keep 2 of these bottles right on my bed, very close to me, all the time. At this time, though, I actually had 3 because I also had an extra bottle of sparkling water too which I had just purchased, so I added it as well. Also, I usually have a number of these bottles in the kitchen, in the recycling or waiting to be put in the recycling, on the counter. At this time, I have no idea how many exactly had been in the kitchen but I'm guessing around 3 of them were there.
⭐️ My Nicotine Vapes Started Lasting Forever, Long After Running To Zero, When They Don't Normally Do
I recently switched to a new type of nicotine vape. First what happened is, I bought 2 of this new kind and tested them out, and I found that when it ran out and read that it was at 0 left, the distinction was quite obvious. It tasted like nothing left, only a small bit of vape would be produced, and inhaling it felt surprisingly harsh. It's like you can't even bear to continue trying for the little bit left when it gets that low. I took these 2 that I had bought to the store and threw them in the vape recycling disposal. Then I bought 2 new ones of the same brand, and one of them was the same flavour. But this time when it got down to 0, it simply didn't run out. It continued to work powerfully until this day. I don't have it recorded exactly how long it's lasted to date but it has at least lasted twice or more as long as the first period of time until it reached zero. I also decided when it reached 0 on these two that I would buy two more, but I kept the other two because they were still lasting. The other two I bought in totally different flavours to have more selection. Also, these two new ones still haven't run out after at least a week past 0. And I vape quite constantly usually.
All My Bras Started Fitting My Ribcage Comfortably Again Without Body Size Change
On September 23rd and 24th I noticed that suddenly all my bras were fitting my normally again around the rib cage. The thing is, I had gained some weight — perhaps around 20 lbs or more — since around May. I had noticed for quite a long time that my bras had all been much too tight around the ribs for some strange reason. It was so bad that I barely wanted to wear a bra anymore and after only a couple hours I'd quickly feel the need to undo my bra. That was the case even with my most well-used and stretched out bras which had gotten a bit looser with time.
⭐️ Doctor Confirms Hernia Or Cyst In My Lower Right Abdomen Disappeared (Leaving Me With One Less Surgery To Worry About)
On June 16th I went to the doctor about a large recurrent lump (about the size of my palm) that had been coming up for me repeatedly for a day or two at a time and then going down again for several months on my lower right abdomen, just about around my cecus. The lump was coming up about once every 2 or 3 weeks. It was kinda hard, but not that hard, and it was quite noticeable, especially when I had less fat on my body. Increasingly over time this lump was becoming more and more painful. When I finally went to the doctor due to the pain, sae felt around on the spot and concluded that it's either a hernia or a cyst. Sae mentioned that it's possible it could be a benign cyst which won't need to be removed surgically, but otherwise it will require a surgery. After the doctor felt around, it was hurting really badly on the spot where sae found it, for a good 15 minutes or so.
⭐️ Water Container Dematerialized From Thin Air & Then Rematerialized Back Into Existence
Unfortunately the timing of this event is very approximate. This was the first huge miracle of a series, and at the time I was so blown away by it — and confused, not knowing what to make of it — that I forgot to write down the date. Perhaps roughly a month later, more miracles like this started happening so I added it to a list. It happened around the date of this article's publication or so.
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