Raw & Uncensored

It has come to my attention that it's crucially important to my future that I offer a publicly catalogued and time stamped space in which I can voice some of my most raw and uncensored opinions, rough works in progress and imaginative, strange, weird or bizarre content. As the title suggests, there may be controversial pieces here which offer challenging perspectives which could be difficult for the reader to process and don't necessarily go down smoothly. Sometimes the writings here will quickly be edited and polished into finalized works that are appropriate for the public, in that they do not confront the reader with too much challenge — but in many cases, they will sit here just aging like a fine wine. This is for the purpose of cataloguing proof that these ideas have dated back to when they were published and were not gained from future sources I'd like to access. Some connections I'd like to access someday could be mis-labelled as the source of my opinions if I don't record them here now. To remove that complication and ensure I get credit for my ideas, I'm ready to let it all out — complete with rants, typos, unedited and totally unhinged, raw quality.

Raw & Uncensored

Eventually I'd like to organize this into categories but today I'm posting the first ever raw & uncensored post, so for now it's just this one )) I can tell this section is going to be considered almost the best part of the website in some ways, because it seems tragic actually that there's been actually so much censorship in my life, when in fact the most censored stuff usually seems the most interesting or important.

Opinion : It Has Been Commonplace For Stars To Fake That They Are On Drugs (Trent Reznor)

May 17, 2026 2:28 PM

Well it's Trent Reznor's birthday and in honour of him today I thought I'd put up just one more post on here. I have other things I need to work on but this new blog is just started and I know Trent would appreciate this being put up. Now, I can't put Trent Reznor on any of the official materials for UNITY LIFE Mystery School due to a complicated situation which I guess comes down to money. I know that's a boring reason, but the story is much more exciting than that, and fascinating about Ayahuasca, but simply put and totally honest — when I have more money, I'll be in a position to include Trent but that's currently impossible. But you know, I always love my Treznie, so thinking of him today I thought I'd put up the thing I know he likes the most. By "likes" I should say, I mean would like if he was introduced to this. This is just purely based on intuition alone why I think he would like this, but I'm very comfortable saying it cause I'm absolutely certain. 

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Opinion : The Band NIRVANA Did Tons of Ayahuasca Since The Earliest Days When It Was Just Krist and Kurt

May 16, 2026 1:30 PM

It's a shame this one is censored, cause it's just an opinion and people should keep their smart ass rudie attitudes to themselves, but frankly this ijust a hard one for people to comprehend, mostly because of the internet and digital / information age taking over. I guess I'm old, but I'm even younger than the band members of NIRVANA. I'm 43, and I was too young to get to their concerts when they were touring with Kurt Cobain. But even I can see that the kids nowadays (which includes older people) don't get the fact that people used to read a lot of books actually back in the 80's and 90's.

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Raw Material

Previously this whole section of the website was just called Raw Material. During that period, I've posted some notes and raw works in progress, using this as a messy desk corner with disorganized or unfinalized stuff. Here are the posts from that time.

Diary of a Glambassador ◊ Blog Entries Of My Ideas About My Creative Journey of Modelling

Mar 6, 2026

I've decided to start ranting when I feel like it, about my views on my own creative journey of modelling. For those not aware, I am a Glambassador and I do amateur modelling of the textile art of Dita Von Teese Lingerie. There are a lot of amazing things I've thought very often about my views on this creative artform (specific to me), and these feel important to me. But so far, I haven't found a real opportunity to project my ideas. Now I worry that I'm losing these if I don't write them down when they come up. I'd love to save these ideas and collect them into a diary. Right now, there's only a few entries, but I have a few important thoughts from earlier that would need to be added to this before I put it in The UNITY LIFE Archive. I'm also way too busy right now to write all these missing entries. But it will happen. The diary is below. 

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Loose Reflections on Courtney Love

Jan 11, 2026

I'm thinking of Courtney Love today, not just because she has recently returned to instagram at @courtneylove, but because I often feel stressed that she has not been mentioned more avidly in the body of work represented on my new website. Courtney is very important to me, and a part of me is always annoyed that she hasn't been mentioned more here. At least I'm confident knowing that she was featured in FACET 1(73) ◊ ORIGINAL of the NIRVANA ◊ Kurt Cobain Is Alive documentary and the first FACET of The 72 FACETS (IN 144). But in fact, my plan has always been to make the second FACET, FACET 2(74) ◊ RESONANCE, largely about her - or at least the perspective on Kurt Cobain which involves her. 

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Journal of Interactions with Dita Von Teese

Jan 10, 2026

Here I'm keeping a loose running journal of some of my interactions with Dita Von Teese of late. There has been more than this, but just to make sure I keep record of all these, I'm documenting the story. This is mostly so that I can remember incase I'd like to reflect on this or add it to an archive or addendum to an archive in the future. 

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How the FACET 6(78) main archive connects ideas with the new 7 of 9 prototype

Jan 5, 2026

While exploring connections between my archive THE UNITY LIFE BRANCH ◊ AN ECOLOGY WITHIN THE MASS MEDIA and The 7 of 9 ◊ SOLVE COAGULA Mind Map System (Prototype) in order to write the FACET 6(78) ◊ FAMILY multi-media gallery page, I received some beautiful reflections that I thought I'd like to post just to share with the world, and not just save them in private notes. Here is from ChatGPT : 

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